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Why


Why am I thinking
To write 
To type 
The sound the blackberry curve 9360 makes 
Creaks and breaks
Unlike the silent iphone

Something is not right 

If all was well 
I was happy and content 
Perhaps question the universe and my place in it I would not

I don't look forward to tomorrow 
I want to write I hate living 
But its wrong even if its true 

Each morning 
The big why 
I can't answer 
Inside I look 
Answers aren't there 
So I dodge past 
Make coffee 
Eat breakfast 
Get dressed
Pretty soon the question is almost gone 
Maybe I'll be dead before tomorrow 

Its the hunger 
I know it 
That's killing the planet 
I don't have it bad now 
But I have had it bad before

Goals
Sales quotas
Growth 
An Emaciated crack user sitting on her haunches searching the cracks in the pavement for non existant crack for the third time 

Now I am not hungry to swallow the world 
But I was 
Starving
Voracious 
Take my credit card 
Let's order another round 

So I know 

I don't want it anymore

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